Sick at Home

Its really a shame when the only time you get to update your blog is when you're sick at home. I had a great weekend. Spent time with family, watched the Phillies get one step closer to winning the World Series... yay! Partied a little too much apparently cuz this morning I couldnt really remember who or where or why I existed.

Just a little dazed and disoriented. I got a flu shot last week and all weekend Ive been braving waves of nausea... last night was not pretty.

Anyway, sometime early last week I had planned to post and left the window up but never got the chance to start typing.. now Ive forgotten what it was I so desperately wanted to write.

Thursday Im finally going to The Eastern State Penitentiary's Terror Behind the Walls Halloween haunted maze!! Im really excited as it claims to be a well-worth it spook! Check out the website: http://www.easternstate.org/halloween/

People in makeup and costumes jumping out to scare the living daylights out of you!!! Good stuff!

Scary movies anyone? SO I hear that the Strangers is out on dvd. I really really want to see it though everyone who has seen it is warning me not to. Id still love to do a haunted hayride as well. There's just something creepy about being led into a forest on a poorly put together wagon. :D

I love this time of year! Fall is my absolute FAVORITEST season! Love the leaves changing, love the way the sun beats down warm against your skin countering the harsh gusty wind. Ahhhhh...fall.

Im home..........bleh. I cant believe I have TO DO lists even when Im HOME, sick. On the agenda for today:

1.) stay out of trouble ... hahaha
2.) try and keep what goes down... down!
3.) WARM LIQUIDS
4.) (if the room stops spinning) clean out closests and FINALLY donate clothes to charity.


Does anyone see anything fun there?

ugh.....i didnt think so either.

My Art

No Pushing

Defense mechanisms are supposed to help protect us.

...why, then, does my mind feel the need to push people out of my heart in order to lessen the blow?

I wish there was some way to better control it, to silence it and tune out the alarms.

When do you figure your mind has no idea what its doing and decide to use your heart instead?

Last Post????

EID MUBARAK!!!!!!!

Ok so im technically late. This past Ramadan was the strangest (and bestest) ever. Well, bestest is yet to be seen, but strangest because I really struggled with trying to stay ahead of the game with trying to eat properly, maintain energy levels, and also workout.

All it did was make me REALLY REALLY tired. Oh, well all of the above AND making time for someone with time delay.

Its 11:43p. Im tired but so into my new readings but I know I should go to sleep.


Ugh. Sleep wins out........

Goodbyes

Goodbyes are hard.

the end.